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Yes... i restarted my recording...i am lead vocalist and sole song writer in a band with kelly, idelle, and nicolette.... we have stared a band called Ur Eyes Lie...
 
i'm currently learning drums but until then im just chillin at the mic lettin the other girls play... these lyrics are 4 our cd we r making comin out soon... hope u enjoy....

If I was good,
I'd be all out of doubt,
If I was true,
I don't know what about,
I had fun too,
Remembering all that you said,
What did you do,
To clear me out of your head,
Well I like you,
If you gave me a chance,
You'd like me too,
But I screwed up my advance,
And now I'm screwed,
And I'll blame it on you,
So call me a bitch,
I'm feeling sorry for who?
Open doors for you,
Do I have any doubts,
Go on walk through,
Am I freakin' you out,
So far so good,
All I hear is you shout,
So far so good,
Am I freakin' you out,
Fade out on me,
I'm fading out on you,
Blend in to see,
Why my heart broke in two,
It's all my fault,
But I'll blame it on you,
It could be true,
That you hated me too,
Open doors for you,
Do I have any doubts,
Go on walk through,
Am I freakin' you out,
So far so good,
All I hear is you shout,
So far so good,
Am I freakin' you out,
What is this life,
All about now, god,
Feels too strange,
And it sure feels odd,
Angels that that protect their brothers,
Demons that hide their dead lovers,
Open doors for you,
Do I have any doubts,
Go on walk through,
Am I freakin' you out,
So far so good,
All I hear is you shout,
So far so good,
Am I freaking you out.
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Sitting
Without thinking
Without hope
Standing
But not moving
But not falling
But no love
Talking
Still not saying
Still no words
Running
Without screaming
Without thinking
About you
Chorus:
You're everything to me
And I don't remember
"Why'd you leave?"
Yeah, I've been thinking
About you
I want to open my door
And see you standing there
I miss asking you
About life
I wonder
"Where are you?"
Screaming
Without knowing
Without feeling
Without strain
Crying
But not showing
But not knowing
"Why?"
Sitting
Why'my screaming
Why'my crying
"Where are you?"
Chorus:
You're everything to me
And I don't remember
"Why'd you leave?"
Yeah, I've been thinking
About you
I want to open my door
And see you standing there
I miss asking you
About life
I wonder
"Where are you?"
You are my everything
My inner soul
My very being
And I miss
How you...
Sat
How you...
Talked
About life
I miss your...
Hands
I miss your...
Eyes
I want you to hold me
Like on that night
I wish you were here
You might be better off
I wonder...
"Was that love?"
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Nursary Cryme
CHORUS:
I'm cutting in line
on the stairway to hell.
I started to run
but I tripped and fell.
Verse 1:
I'll spill your milk
And break the glass.
I'll steal your cookie
And knock you on your ass.
You better run
And you better hide.
Kuz recess is over
And we're stuck inside.
CHORUS
Verse 2:
Finger paint is now on
On the wall.
Watch it drip down
Like a bloody waterfall.
Plastic scissors kuz
We're all sped.
Got real mad so I
Cut off Suzie's head.
BRIDGE:
ABC'S and 123
Cuts and scrapes are on my knees.
They look real cool,
You wanna try?
I'll push you down and watch you cry.
CHORUS X2
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I am heaven sent.
Dont you dare forget.
I am all youve ever wanted.
What all the other girls all promised. 
Sorry I told.
I just needed you to know.
I think in decimals and dollars.
I am the cause to all your problems.
Shelter from cold. Were never alone.
Coordinate brain and mouth.
Then ask me what its like to have myself so figured out.
I wish I knew.
The feelings in my heart.
Were concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now were throwing the fight.
Just tryin to fix shit to make it right.
I just wanna believe... in us.
I hope this song starts a craze.
The kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
The kind of song that makes people glad to be where they are, with whom ever theyre there with.
This is war.
Every line is about whom I dont wanna write about anymore.
I hope you come down with something they cant diagnose,
Dont have the cure for.
Holding on to your grudge.
Oh, its so hard to have someone to love.
And keeping quiet is hard.
You cant keep a secret if it never was a secret to start.
At least pretend you didnt want to get caught.
Were concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders now were throwing the fight.
Just tryin to fix shit to make it right.
I just wanna believe... in us.
Oh, were so controversial.
We are entirely smooth.
We admit to the truth.
We are the best at what we do.
And these are the words you wish you wrote down.
This is the way you wish your voice sounds.
Handsome and smart.
Were concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now were throwing the fight.
Just tryin to fix shit to make it right.
 I just wanna believe... in us.
Oh, my tongues the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart.
And its all from watching TV.
And from speeding up my breathing.
Wouldnt stop if I could.
Oh, it hurts to be this good.
Youre holding on to your grudge.
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love.
Oh, so let it go.
All this shit over a tart.
Were concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now were throwing the fight.
Just tryin to fix shit to make it right.
I just wanna believe... in us.
Were concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now were throwing the fight.
Just tryin to fix shit to make it right.
I just wanna believe... in us.
This is the craze only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for loss of control.
This is the break in the battle.
This is the closest of calls.
This is the reason youre alone.
This is the reason you fall.
Were concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now were throwing the fight.
Just tryin to fix shit to make it right.
 I just wanna believe... in us.
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I was Mistaken
Push... me, away.
Cannot... fade, today.
Please just let me, hear, you say.
No Apologies,
no forgiveness,
just your Relationship.
(Chorus 1)
You are nothing,
no one...
Why couldn't I forget you!
You, were a Bastard!
You drove me insane I'd say.
But now i dont care
what it may take,
all im asking you is to runaway!
We can leave them, all this shit,
And we can start all over again!
I was wrong,
to say.
ALL of that about you.
I never hated you,
I have only loved you,
I WAS JUST AFRAID!!!
(chorus 2)
Take me in, under...
YOUR GUIDANCE!
Love life, we can live in our PEACE and SILENCE!
(x2)
I say,
take me in under, all of your guidance.
We can love our life, living together in...
peace and silence. <---(ring out)
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im sitting here all alone
empty inside
im sitting here all alone
wanting to cry
im breaking apart
and i cant hide
im breaking apart
and your nowhere in sight
this pain and this anger
its all welded up
you dont understand
i want to blow up
through all the things iv been through
and all the hurt iv felt
you dont think iv been through it enough
so you add some one yourself
Chorus
WHAT THE FUCK
i cant deal with this pain anymore
my time has ended not a moment to soon
the gun to my head
its all done and said
you cant bring me back
you cant bring me back
WHAT THE FUCK
i dont want to be here anymore
iv been hurt way too much
its time to settle the score
i dont want to see
i dont want to touch
i dont want to hear
i dont want to love
im breaking apart inside
(you choose not to take notice)
im falling apart inside
(you choose not to take notice)
so when were you there for me
a shoulder to cry on
i dont need you anyways
its all said and done...
i sit here alone tonight
and i write this song out of spite
a gun to my head
its all done and said
you cant take things back
you cant bring me back
i sit here alone tonight
and wonder what will go through your mind
the blood on the carpet
my body is rotten
(will you even cry... for me?)

Chorus
WHAT THE FUCK
i cant deal with this pain anymore
my time has ended not a moment too soon
the gun to my head
its all done and said
you cant bring me back
you cant bring me back
WHAT THE FUCK
i dont want to be here anymore
iv been hurt way too much
its time to settle the score
i dont want to see
i dont want to touch
i dont want to hear
i dont want to love...
you anymore
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punished inside my own skin
stuck in my own head
like a sentance for the rest of time
living nightmares night after night
killing my soul
let it bleed
all over me
ill let you see
the hate and greed
i killed myself with
my eyes are empty
my soul is gone
because i took my life
by a string i hung
chours
why is death so interesting
to take ones life is so self testing
we bleed red blood
we talk black words
but can you dig your own grave
and still take the pain?
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
i take this needle
i take this pen
and i carve your name
into my skin
i take this handle
i take this blade
and i slit my wrists
to end my day
i take this bullet
inside this gun
and shoot myself
i think it won
chours
why is death so interesting
to take ones life is so self testing
we bleed red blood
we talk black words
but can you dig your own grave
and still take the pain?
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
i lay on the ground
half dead, still bleeding
i cant feel the pain
of my wounds anymore
the angel of death is slowly preceding
with her broken wings and hollow eyes
i scream for my soul back
i watch her leaving
and its hard to believe
that im already dead
chours
why is death so interesting
to take ones life is so self testing
we bleed red blood
we talk black words
but can you dig your own grave
and still take the pain?
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
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Love...
 
And it hurts
What I am
And it burns
In my hands
And it steals
And it stings
And it kills
What it brings
And it dies
And it breaks
And it lies
And it takes
And it pains
Like it pours
Spilling rain
Through burning doors
And it left me to cry
Like the tears in the sky
It left me no breath
And swallowing my death
And all that it is
And all that you are
Is nothing more or less
Than a falling star
.
.
.
LOVE
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smiling at the rain...
As i stare,to your dark brown eyes
and i catch,a glimpse of heaven
while i only,hear my cries
you are just smiling at the rain
i've forgotten what love feels like,
I'm so diferent,don't know me now
i would have died,to get your love,
it doesn't matter,not anymore
But i am faithless,in many ways,
i just can't help it,you made me a mess,
Because you are,what i've always wanted,
the only thing,i'll never have
If you could hear,your voice piercing my ears
If you could see,the storm behind my eyes,
if you could feel,the explosion of my heart,
You'll know at what you are smiling,
you'll know what makes me cry

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